Friday, December 05, 2008

In the arms of the angels

Yesterday I booked myself a Reiki session as a treat. It's been a long time since I had Reiki and I always have found it to be a very peaceful and emotional experience.
Feeling a little bruised and battered lately it was the perfect antidote to my current circumstances.
I was offered the choice between traditional Reiki and Angel Reiki - now whether or not you believe in the power or existance of angels is one thing but having previously had a few sessions of angel healing for a feature article I was writing I was willing to give it a go.
The lovely lady guided me through the session -picking up on my key stress points and worries and channelling messages to me about how I need to relax more and go with the flow.
My life is going through changes at the moment and I'm not one to cope well with change. Even if, like this baby, that change is something I very much desire. I've been waking in the middle of the night thinking we are off our head to change from the status quo and wondering how we will divide our time/money/ affection to another human being (and one who will be very demanding at first).
The key message I got from my session was that just because I don't know where my journey is going right now (and I don't - I face uncertainty in a lot of aspects of my life) that does not mean I won't be safe when I reach my destination. So I'm to trust in myself that I will get there and I will be happy. The control freak in me doesn't like leaving things to chance, but this is what I need to do. Keep doing what I can - and not trying to do too much - and trust that things will be okay.
So today's gratefulness post is about just that - trusting that it will be okay and being grateful for what I have now not what I could or couldn't have in the future.

1 comment:

bfs said...

All that I can tell you, in regard to dividing/sharing affection, is that it is incredible to hold a little being that is part you, part hubby, part your mother and father, his mother and father, grandparents and on.

But to hold and cherish a little angel child that is part you allows one somehow to heal in so many ways. And the wonderful thing is that the same thing will happen all over again when that little one has little ones ... something that is way too far off for you to imagine, but will be here before you know it.

I know that you will find such peace in being a mammy ... angels around you.

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